Alora,
Today we shoot. Sunday. I’m slightly confused. I fell like it is the beginning of the week.
We reshoot the scenes with the sunset... drank again beer on the roof top and talked on the terrace.
During the day we did the scenes from the shop wearing bathing suit and i was more stressed than when i had no clothes on. Mh... chirila is talking very loud. Verrryyy loud.
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A few nights ago, i was going home from the shootings later than usual, when i saw a stage where only the music was missing but as far as the image was concerned, it was exactly what was needed.
In front of the nike shop from the romana square, two hookers. One is sitting on the stairs that lead to the shop. She wears a short skirt with her elboes resting on her spreaded legs. She has a lavender top and is looking at her friend from one side. Around 27-30 both of them. The secound girl wears jeans that are on the verge of breaking, white top, dark coloured hair and wrongly curled. She has her hands on a pillar of a traffic sign and does an imprecise pole danc, extremly sexy, stareing at the bykers that were in front of McDonald’s. The light is excelent, the flow of energy cruel.

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we did overtime again. Today a long day.
Same as yesterday.
Tomorrow we finish the shooting from the house. It follows the dorms, shoni and pietrositza...
Tomorrow, normaly, i would have been free so i schedueled spoilings and goodies, but before getting home i found out that we still had to shoot, we had a set back, so tomorrow i will go back at the same place and hour.
Yesterday we finished the monster frame from the delicious lunch that remains in the hors d’oeuvres status. Monster because it was the first scene where i felt that it got to me more what happened in the background of the shooting than whan happend after „action”. Very hard. Three days at the same table, with the same people, wearing the same clothes and the same stuffed pepper on the set. I still got so much to learn. Being patience would be one of them. I’m hurried, i get easily nervous when the others are no in the same rhythm as i am and this is not right. Then, yesterday night i had to shoot tendernesses with my brother.pam pam. Early today again tendernesses, again with my brother. This isn’t the easiest thing either. But, surprisingly, i was relaxed, more relaxed than in the other films when it came to foreplays, sexual acts and afterplays. Last night i laughed together with alex and tudor about the story from love actually, with the light doubles that work in a porno film, and although they were in explicite situations and positions, they wore in themselvs a melodious and charming grace. It hasn’t much to do with my story but it was a first not to comsume myself so hard and useless.

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I’m sleepy. I still have to finish choosing some pictures for „my room”. Pictures with kiki as a child. Borrowed from little maria.
Today was a day that seemed not to end. Indeed i wished it would end. Endddd... at one moment all around me people were asking what the time was. I think it has been a dull day for many. Ioana was very bored, way beyond, miss tora was playing in the mustard bowl and was throwing bread at the crew. Mister vali was going out for a smoke and was wiping his nape, chirila couldn’t stop from making jokes and even alex (sterian, i told u, the d.o.p) „froze” in jokes by the end of the day. Nea pompi stranded still on a 30 cube. Tomorrow would be the third day we shoot the frame with the meal at the parvulescu’s house. And the last one. We’re left 2 pages out of 9.

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Still Monday 23.33
Today passed in a strange way. It seemed a short day… at seven I felt like it was three. Still hard…as soon as we are more than three actors I loose my temper. I realize we are difficult and tough to stand and I hope that when I get older and I’ll have some kids of my own or at least very close friends that would have the guts to tell me I ran off the rails. That could be sad. Not to say tiring.
Today we shot the “home” meal. I don’t feel connected with that space and I realize there are so many different opinions about my character…everyone sees kiki in a different way and I don’t have other alternative than to melt all these images if I don’t want to wake up in a fake character. Sometimes I sometimes get the feeling that nobody agreed as far as I’m concerned.

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It’s Saturday morning. I woke up, out of habit at 6.30 am although today we start at 10. not because it’s Saturday but yesterday we stayed after hours.
While I was brushing my teeth I found out that my eyes were swollen. And that wasn’t all. One is more swollen than the other. They aren’t both on Saturday. I look like I was beaten. Now I’m trying to fix them with stuff like “formula as advises the readers”.
Chamomile compresses boiled and then cooled.
Yesterday was the breaking up scene. A little to melodramatic for popistasu. Hard. With the tear in the eye or throat, we were trying to keep the same intensity and intonation of the voice… toward the evening I was under the impression that I couldn’t see anything because of swollen eyelids and my head was aching: “come on, another one, now quickly”

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